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January 23rd, 2006

10:52 am: So, turns out Trooper Dan has a girlfriend now.

I don't know exactly how I feel about this. I mean I never cared about him AT ALL...but now I feel bad sending him random seductive text messages to make me feel better when I am mad at Joe. I'm actually very happy for him. But it is always easier being lonely with someone else.

But in much happier news, I pick up my new car today!!!

November 21st, 2005

12:33 am: HASH(0x8b71108)
Luxurious. You love to be pampered and
bathed in fine things. The dress which
describes you does just that. Made with heavy
and beautiful threads, it shows others just how
expensive you can be.


Which Wedding Dress Suits Your Personality? {Pictures!}
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Went to a wedding this past weekend. Now I want to get married too. Oddly, after looking at all of the possible outcomes of this quiz, this dress was so much more me than any of the others.

September 29th, 2005

02:11 am: Lost-Replaced-Lost-Found
Okay, it's after 2 in the morning, and I have to be up by 7, so I am going to make this short. I can't sleep, and I am most likely going to drink Nyquil for the third night in a row, just to knock myself out, but before I do that, I just had a crazy realization!

Twice now, I have lost something that I really like, replaced it, then found the original lost item within a few days of losing the replacement item. How crazy is that?
The first time was in Aruba:
I lent Dahra one of my favorite pairs of earings on our first day in Aruba. After trecking all over the various parts of the resort and the surrounding area, we sat down to dinner only to realize that Dahra was no longer wearing two earings, she was wearing one. I wasn't really that upset (mainly because I could never be mad at Dahra) and instead I bought a new pair of earings in Aruba, to soften the loss.
Then, in a freakish turn of events, Two very drunk girls climbed over a locked gate and ran up to a closed and very dark patio at the resort. Laughing, we leaned over the edge to yell down to Susan (and the two not-so-hot guys we flirted with at the pool) and laying there, as if it was waiting to be found, was MY MISSING EARING!!!
Of course, the universe had to right itself, though, and our last night in Aruba (and probably our most drunk night of all...also being the night that I kissed Carlos...twice) we returned to our hotel, after accepting a ride from the creepy dutch former prime minister and his old friend, to find that I was in fact only wearing ONE earing. And I was again back where I started...just out the cost of the new pair of earings.

The second incident just happened at the GSU the other day:
Shortly after returning from Aruba, I misplaced my Liz Clairborn sunglasses. Of course this was at the beinging of the summer, so I was more than a little irritated. Sometime in July, after spending 2 months squinting, I bought myself a new pair of very cute sunglasses. I had used them happily for months, and finally forgotten the loss of the originals, when I accidentally left them in the GSU while skipping my Earth Science class last Thursday. I didn't realize it 'till I was already on Storrow, the 4:00 sun glaring in my eyes, but by then it was too late to go back. They were too cute. I knew for a fact that they would already be gone.
I went directly to my father's house, hoping for a free meal, and in mid-complaint over my loss, I put my hand down on the big, pink chest we have in our living room and what should my hand fall upon? Yes, it was the very same sunglasses I had lost a near 4 months earlier, the pair my new (and now lost) pair of sunglasses was meant to replace.

So now, what does all of this mean? Does it mean that there really is a God? That the universe is always righting itself? That once you think that something is lost, it never truly is? That everything lost is also eventually something found, if not by you, the by someone else? No, none of that! This odd little coincidence means ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. Nothing except that I am going to have 20 minutes less sleep tonight because I needed to write about this before I go to bed.
Goodnight all! Again, it is Nyquil time.

Oh, and I think that the fact that I prefaced this story with "I am going to make this short" was a dead give-away to the rambling and oh-so-long rant that was to follow. So if you actually read this all the way to the end, I'm sorry. But just think about how long I had to be up staring at the celing contemplating the oddities of my lost items before writing all of this. If you think that YOU are bored, just imagine how all of my other personalities must feel.

September 21st, 2005

12:43 am: I think I am going to drop one of my classes because I HATE it. I told Joe that if he comes up for my uncle's wedding and goes as my date, I will give him a blow job. Now all I have to do is explain to my parents and brother that, no, joe and I did not get back together, but that he randomly agreed to drive up from New York to go with me. Sigh. I couldn't think of anyone else that I would rather take with me. I need someone that will compliment the dress and look good in pictures.

I need sleep so bad. I've been trashed (one way or another) the past 4 nights in a row. It was fun, but now I'm suffering. Had some of the wierdest dreams last night. I dreamed that I almost got in a bad car accident while driving over a bridge, but then I realized I was actually on a bicycle, so it was all ok, because then the cops can't get mad. I don't really remember the rest.

July 15th, 2005

12:30 am: And so with a new place and internet again, here I am.

May 23rd, 2005

11:37 am: I am home from Aruba...and miss it terribly. I miss the palm trees and the lizards. I miss the sunshine and the clear blue (and warm) waters. I miss Carlos and Tim and all the other hot guys we met. sigh. I can't wait to go back. Now I am back to this miserable state with its gloomy days and frigid nights. Oh, by the way, the farmers almanac says that we arent going to have a summer this year. Yay! coldness forever! I am wearing a sweatshirt right now. I could have been topless on a beach basking in the sun (which we did do quite often). I feel like I just broke it off with an amazing lover. Aruba is my lover. ( I didn't know Carlos long enough for things to progress past a mere flirtation, but given another week, I bet Carlos would have been my lover too...oh and what a good lover he would be!) Anyway, I go back to work on Wednesday, which im sure will be fun. haha. fun. right.
I miss everyone though. I think that if I had come home to life in Boston as it was a little over a week ago, I wouldn't be so depressed right now. Instead im cooped up in North Andover because I don't have a car yet. 8(. Soon my friends, soon. Then perhaps a roadtrip will put a little spark into my step.

11:35 am:
How to make a Kelly
Ingredients:

3 parts pride

1 part self-sufficiency

5 parts empathy
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of fitness


April 17th, 2005

12:06 am: I just had an honestly terrible day.

I worked straight through from 10:30 am until 9:30 pm with no break.
I didn't make as much money as I should have.
I have terrible allergies all of a sudden (working on the patio today didnt help)
I just found out one of my good friends probably has cancer.
I broke every restriction to my Aruba diet.


I just want to crawl into bed and cry until it all gets better. I want Dean to be ok.

I want my grandma back. Sometimes I really just miss her so much.

Current Mood: morose

April 13th, 2005

01:59 am:

You Are Most Like Carrie!


You're quirky, flirty, and every guy's perfect first date.

But can the guy in question live up to your romantic ideal?

It's tough for you to find the right match - you're more than a little picky.

Never fear... You've got a great group of friends and a
great closet of clothes, no matter what!



Romantic prediction: You'll fall for someone this year...

Totally different from any guy you've dated.




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April 6th, 2005

12:22 pm: I've had my heart broken more than a dozen times- and all by the same man.
What does that say about him?

What does that say about me?

April 4th, 2005

03:32 am: Don't ask why.
Dont ask how.
but i promis it is really the answerts it gave

Would anyone want to bang you? by phobia
Name:
Favorite Food:
Wants to Bang you:
This many times:199
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Would anyone want to bang you? by phobia
Name:
Favorite Food:
Wants to Bang you:
This many times:171
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Would anyone want to bang you? by phobia
Name:
Favorite Food:
Wants to Bang you:
This many times:80
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Favorite Food:
Wants to Bang you:
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03:24 am:
You scored as Curt Schilling. You are Curt Schilling! You are a trooper. You push yourself to the limit, regardless of any setbacks. You are also not afraid to express your opinions on a variety of topics. Very family-oriented. You're the man!!

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Manny Ramirez

80%

Curt Schilling

80%

Johnny Damon

77%

Mark Bellhorn

50%

Kevin Millar

47%

Theo Epstein

47%

David Ortiz

43%

Jason Varitek

33%

Which Red Sox Player Are You?
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this is what haopebt when u are dunk and u just hit random answers.

odd thing is apparantly wqithout meaning to, i hit "homerun" for i supporrt george busgh because then it came up with another qwinodw and said choose one, i supopirt george bushg or i am very partiotic and i said i support ehorge bush
.

April 2nd, 2005

11:21 pm: Things I want to do before i die:

1. go to italy

2. design my own clothes

3. get a dog

4. marry a gopher

5. go to a clay aiken concert, dress in drag and hope that he notices me

6. meet a count in transylvania

7. catch lucky's lucky charms

8. find a cannoli so big that cris and i must climb inside and eat it from the inside out.

9. light myself on fire and run at people i hate

10. fuck viggo mortensen and angelina jolie- at the same time.

02:20 am: So i drank nearly an entire bottle of wine last night and woke up hung over in a hotel room. Left when the maid started knocking on the door.

Someday I will have enough money to be able to sleep in hotel rooms with satin sheets.

Went to the bar tonight, but didnt drink nearly enough to be classified as drunk, which is good because of how shitty I felt ALL day today from last night's festivities. Work in the morning. 8(.

Had a great time at dinner. It's fun to be around everyone having a good time (which, all biases aside, i think happens most when italian food is involved.) I also had a blast at uno's tonight, and i think we should do things like that much more often. its like a preview of how the world will be when we are all 21. Just think of how many bars are in boston for us to conquer!

Sad im missing getting high tomorrow. sigh. its just as well. i kinda wish i coule get high before work.

BED.

March 28th, 2005

12:28 am: Like the little boy who cried wolf.


Still love my boyfriend, even if i want to kill him sometimes.
Finally got the mad fucking that I needed. Maybe now I won't be such a shrew.


And finally ate cannolli again. Man, I love italian pastries. Oh Pizzelle and Struvoli, how you haunt my dreams you delicious little treats!


I think I love Gray's Anatomy.
But not as much as I love David Fumero.
But almost.

Current Mood: Finally Got Fucked

March 25th, 2005

04:28 pm: I was just thinking...Life isn't that bad. Yeah there is bullshit that comes up and smacks you in the face at nearly every turn, but so what? The weather sucks and I think that to a certain extent everyone suffers from Seasonal Effect Disorder...but lets enjoy life for what we have, not what we don't. Please, please listen to Nina Simone's "Ain't Got No." It epitomizes the way I think we should look at life...For every thing that we don't have, there are a million things that we do have. I have books, I have a computer, I have 10 fingers and 10 toes. I may have my period, but I have tampons too. See, for every bad there is a good...burried within everything evil or wrong, there is an inherent goodness.

By the way, Jesus died today.

But at least we have the Easter Bunny.

March 23rd, 2005

01:25 am: 1:30 and still nothing done on my paper...but I have contemplated so much more.

is it odd that I am 20 and already thinking about marriage? that I go online in the wee hours of the night and look at wedding dresses, just in case? I feel like everything now is almost a filler until my real life starts...until I can be with Joe and start living out my destiny. It is a scary feeling, but it is also so comforting. I see my future clearly and I like what I see. I like what I see so much that I fear what will happen to me if it doesn't come true. What if Joe and I break up? What if it turns out that for some reason we can't have children? What if we do have kids and then end up getting divorced? What if one of us dies? Oh God, if that ever happens, please let it be me who goes. I don't crave death or anything, I just fear being the one left behind. Maybe I'll end up with tuberculosis of the spine and die like Elizabeth Barrett Browning...but at least she lived and loved before she went...Back to her "Sonnets from the Portuguese."

I hate papers.

Current Mood: PAPER
Current Music: ELO- Mr. Blue Sky

March 19th, 2005

02:29 am: And the (not so) much awaited answers to my playlist thing. You will all understand why u didn't get so many of them.

1. Ryan Cabrera- Lost Again (yes, i am STILL a teenie-bopper)

2. Kelly Clarkson- Breakaway (oddly, this song always makes me think of my grandma. its the song I was listening to in the car that made me break down in tears and write the poem that I read at her funeral.)

4. Melissa Etheridge- Out of My Mind

5. Matchbox 20- Stop

6. Sheryl Crow- What I Can Do For You

7. Andrea Boccelli- Le Tue Parole (yes, I do listen to songs in Italian, and no, I don not understand them all.)

10. Aerosmith- Hole in My Soul (Aerosmith is still probably my favorite band ever and this song is even better live.)

11. Nina Simone- My Baby Just Cares for Me (And Nina is my favorite singer ever. She can brighten even the worst days.)

12. Usher- Can You Help Me (reminds me of car rides to maine with my beautiful baby.)

14. Matchbox 20- Leave (If you have never heard this song, please download it.)

16. Sting- Fields of Gold (reminds me of Zola's)

18. Maroon 5- If You Only Knew

19. John Mayer- Comfortable

20. Peggy Lee- He's A Tramp (yes, this song was written for and sung in Disney's "Lady and the Tramp.")

21. Chantal Kreviazuk- Feels Like Home (can't pronounce her name.)

22. Nina Simone- I Wish I Knew How It Would Feel To Be Free (again, love Nina.)

25. Matthew Ryan & Lucinda Williams- Devastation

man that took forever. most of those are really good songs.

March 18th, 2005

12:19 pm: All if a sudden I feel like I am in middle school again. And I don't like it.

March 16th, 2005

10:35 pm:

Kitty! Puppy!



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